autentik human

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conscience and instinct is one
mixed in dark soul more groan
i only a human
wish for a soul peacefulness
perfect chaffy
truth not a hope
all appearance
more i comprehend to who myself
more farer i am sunk to base my idea
always dream is a perfect
at your eye, at my life later
but as far as i step
only wound whom i am taste
try to laugh in the hard alive
try rigid in every test
i only be a hypocrite
not kan ever know to who myself actually
sometimes i felt as cold as dew morning
but sometimes be as hot as fire
i am sea then correlating revolution
change and not ever stop
do i can to be a perfect at your eye
or only be sprinkling life looser
wrong when do i want to be a human
autentik human


kos’an qiwil,
end year 2005 bowox

classic story

in a my box muses to look for to know restless at this heart, why does alive sea stump. what do i look for, what kan i go to. there's nothing detect. a single cigarette i have sucked achieve latest points. but permanent not i find also that secret. sit me at a old seat at accompaniess coldness evening, be my intimate friend during the time. in a brown study, i am berdialog with other myself, myself not ever felt restless, myself always calm in peacefulness.

suddenly rain driblet mengampiri world heat that since a while ago heated by the sun. lonely atmosphere returns to bring me to into imaginary world. not asa cruel time run to leave me in solitary, solitary not ever i shall know to when end. i am my footstep enters a lonely room, as lonely as myself. i console my self with a slow song mendayu fills this soul clearness.

i sink down this with not forget me flame sebatan cigarette. i see around that room, sea want to narated their secret, but who will listen me moment i shall require a friend. room atmosphere sea overcrowd and demolish confidence ruins during the time then shade and haunt every my step. more this story me writes more i am fallen down in a maze, quandary eternal. new few minutes ago kulupa all this problems, but he is then approach me, always remind me return to a fear not ever i understand.

by herbowo sampurno

in memory

what now i t change
eaten by time erosion
always scrape off soul
more i comprehend
more afraider i lose
kumerasa, i undue to you
you too beautiful for me has
as a servant
dream to be a god


sorry that can i say
not my purpose to hurt your self
but i only afraid lose your self
but all expire
you are permanent not my property now
the time has determined
what best to you
but not for myself

now, only sweet memory remained
in day-dream under my aware
am i proud
now only be a memories
with you in self ku…. .

by herbowo sampurno

The emptyness

felt to be the lowest,
in need always be painful
obviously i am not as rigid as what another people think
i am only brittle human
with all the limitedness that i have.
but why my soul never stop
to really i am,
more i try, more tired that i have

does this fate?
or only time which not mine
in this time only song
which can fullfill my soul emptyness
what i am doing? ? ?
am i wrong? ? ?
all right all that expire,time goes by
let all be a memories in my life.


by herbowo sampurno